Wednesday, September 03, 2008
I've made up my mind while i was in aussie
not to study there
but im having doubts again. I know you must be sick of this whole decision thingy;
It's just like you decide to rock climb mount faber one day you have to face the consequences of the possibility of falling down and hurting yourself. Of course, you're mentally prepared for any wounds tt would be inflicted during the climb.
in my case its the consequence of an end to a relationship.
it might, it might not.
why is it SO hard to decide?cause i dont think i can face the consequence
cause i dont want to experience the whole emotional thing all over again
and cause the consequence MIGHT, really seriously seriously allow
anxiety to completely overtake his mentality.
6:22:00 PM