Thursday, February 22, 2007
22feb07
everythings fine
but now i wont define 'fine' as long-termed
ive realised ive become very pessimistic about everything
ever since those breakdowns.
the worst was in may , 06' though
so now i lived my days with this mindset that somehow, anytime, something bad will happen
im already trying my very best not to think too much
all i need is someone to prove me wrong
actually, im not wrong.
it's to show me -
that, there are still nice people in this world?
that, the "happy ending"(s) of a fairytale still exist in reality.
they call it assurances.
when ? how ?
5:08:00 AM
